我想，我是疯了。两天前，往上班的路途上，突然间，一个我根本没心理准备的念头浮上我脑海里。如果今生有缘的话，我想为你生个女儿。一个让你当公主般呵护的女儿。然后看着你教她哥哥们怎么爱护她，保护她，看着她长大。教她哥哥们怎么呵护女人，就像你怎么呵护我一样。
想到这里，脸上是带着幸福的微笑，掺杂一点点的悲伤。因为现在看来，是几乎不可能的事。我不知你不肯离开她的原因，我无权去逼你。我只知离婚后与和她复合前的你是过着行尸走肉的日子。但复合后的你并不快乐，你几乎是以报复态度对待她。否者我俩根本没相识的机会。
我每次想到我们，就想问老天爷，为何让你我相识，让我俩相爱，然后却如此命运弄人，让我们无法在一起。经历过如此刻苦铭心的爱情并不可笑。我再也没信心再爱。有时候， 想想我自己，可倒也不明白。如何会如此深爱着一个只见过一次面的男人。可能是你的用心， 深深感动了我。 你的用情， 让我了解到原来爱情可以是这样。你的所作所为，除了隐瞒关于她以外，都是在呵护我，创造了一个如论我在外怎么打拼，怎么累，我可以让我的心栖息的地方。为这一点，我谢谢你。
你说来生我们才来再续这份缘。那么我想求求老天爷，来生让你来找我，续这份缘吧！
I think, I have gone crazy. Two days back, on my way to work, suddenly, an unexpected thought occur to me. If there is a chance, if we were fated, I would like to bear you a daughter. A daughter whom you will treat her like a princess. Watching you teach her brothers to look out for her, to protect her, watching out for her every step of her growing up years. Teach her brothers how to care for their women, just like how their father cares for me.
This thought, brought a feeling of bliss, plus a little bit of sadness. Because, it's an impossible thing to happen. I don't know the reason you won't leave her, I have no right to force it out of you. All I know is that the period of time after your divorce & before you gotten back together was the lowest point of your life. But you weren't happy when you got back, you were living a life of revenge, else we wouldn't even have a chance to get to know each other.
Everytime I thought about us, I can't help but to ask God, why let us meet, fell in love with each other, yet we can't be together. It's no joke to experience such profound love, cos I no longer have the confidence to love again. Sometimes, I too find it somewhat ridiculous, to fall in love with a man that I only met once. It's your thoughts, touched me deeply. Your feelings showed me how love can be. Your actions, except that you left out her existence, is always to care for me. You created an environment that no matter how tired, how battered I am, there is a home that my heart can go to. For that, I thank you.
You said that if there is a chance in next life, you wouldn't disappoint me. So I wish to God, that you will look for me the next life, to be what we couldn't be in this life.
想到这里，脸上是带着幸福的微笑，掺杂一点点的悲伤。因为现在看来，是几乎不可能的事。我不知你不肯离开她的原因，我无权去逼你。我只知离婚后与和她复合前的你是过着行尸走肉的日子。但复合后的你并不快乐，你几乎是以报复态度对待她。否者我俩根本没相识的机会。
我每次想到我们，就想问老天爷，为何让你我相识，让我俩相爱，然后却如此命运弄人，让我们无法在一起。经历过如此刻苦铭心的爱情并不可笑。我再也没信心再爱。有时候， 想想我自己，可倒也不明白。如何会如此深爱着一个只见过一次面的男人。可能是你的用心， 深深感动了我。 你的用情， 让我了解到原来爱情可以是这样。你的所作所为，除了隐瞒关于她以外，都是在呵护我，创造了一个如论我在外怎么打拼，怎么累，我可以让我的心栖息的地方。为这一点，我谢谢你。
你说来生我们才来再续这份缘。那么我想求求老天爷，来生让你来找我，续这份缘吧！
I think, I have gone crazy. Two days back, on my way to work, suddenly, an unexpected thought occur to me. If there is a chance, if we were fated, I would like to bear you a daughter. A daughter whom you will treat her like a princess. Watching you teach her brothers to look out for her, to protect her, watching out for her every step of her growing up years. Teach her brothers how to care for their women, just like how their father cares for me.
This thought, brought a feeling of bliss, plus a little bit of sadness. Because, it's an impossible thing to happen. I don't know the reason you won't leave her, I have no right to force it out of you. All I know is that the period of time after your divorce & before you gotten back together was the lowest point of your life. But you weren't happy when you got back, you were living a life of revenge, else we wouldn't even have a chance to get to know each other.
Everytime I thought about us, I can't help but to ask God, why let us meet, fell in love with each other, yet we can't be together. It's no joke to experience such profound love, cos I no longer have the confidence to love again. Sometimes, I too find it somewhat ridiculous, to fall in love with a man that I only met once. It's your thoughts, touched me deeply. Your feelings showed me how love can be. Your actions, except that you left out her existence, is always to care for me. You created an environment that no matter how tired, how battered I am, there is a home that my heart can go to. For that, I thank you.
You said that if there is a chance in next life, you wouldn't disappoint me. So I wish to God, that you will look for me the next life, to be what we couldn't be in this life.
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