29/12/12 8:22:17 AM: Kelvin Ling: Gd morning dear.... So sorry that I've missed out your text last nite cos I was on bed early..... Sleepless night huh..?? That sound bad though... If only I get your text last nite maybe I will go over n sayang you till u fall asleep 😝😝😝
29/12/12 8:25:30 AM: Eilynn Er: Morning...
29/12/12 8:25:59 AM: Eilynn Er: I was widely awake till 3+ 4 am... 😰
29/12/12 8:28:10 AM: Eilynn Er: & last night was the second consecutive night that it happened😱😱😱
29/12/12 8:29:32 AM: Eilynn Er: Felt so tired at 10pm, went to bed... Was briefly asleep, think for an hour, then without me realizing.. Eyes wide opened till 3+ 4 am.... Sigh... 😰😰
29/12/12 8:34:28 AM: Kelvin Ling: That is bcos I'm not beside you.... Okok.. I sacrifice myself tonight to go over n sleep with you... Make sure that you sleep soundly Comfortably😝😝😝.....
29/12/12 8:35:50 AM: Kelvin Ling: Better consult a doc dear before thing getting worst n out of control..... Long term sleepless night can lead to a major consequences dear.
29/12/12 8:38:08 AM: Eilynn Er: Wah Lau.... Hvnt seen you... The first time meet you gotta let you sleep with me... Then 很委屈你哦... Sacrifice yourself 😵
29/12/12 8:39:16 AM: Eilynn Er: I know the effect of sleep deprived.. I had not had these happening to me for a very long time... & I don't like not able to sleep... 😰
29/12/12 8:39:20 AM: Kelvin Ling: Lolzz... So sorry dear,, I don't understand Chinese character leh😝😝.... Paiseh
29/12/12 8:39:46 AM: Eilynn Er: You from SMK??
29/12/12 8:40:52 AM: Kelvin Ling: Okok.... I drop by over tonite....!! Just in case you're having another sleepless at least you have someone go chat to😂😂😂
29/12/12 8:41:02 AM: Kelvin Ling: Yup... I'm from SMK
29/12/12 8:44:22 AM: Eilynn Er: I should be the one felt sacrifice, that I am letting you coming over to sleep with me than the other way round😓
29/12/12 8:46:28 AM: Eilynn Er: Even though I will appreciate the thought of you wanted to be around so that I can have someone to talk to... I am just not those kind of gal who sleep around...
29/12/12 8:47:34 AM: Kelvin Ling: Me too!!!!!😝😝
29/12/12 8:48:50 AM: Kelvin Ling: Lolzz..... To be honest dear... I'm not that decent as you thought.... I'm a bad guy actually..
29/12/12 8:49:14 AM: Eilynn Er: You are a player
29/12/12 8:49:32 AM: Kelvin Ling: Honestly.... Used to be!
29/12/12 8:49:49 AM: Kelvin Ling: I don't want to keep mum from you!
29/12/12 8:49:56 AM: Eilynn Er: Only player will be able to execute those things you do smoothly
29/12/12 8:50:12 AM: Eilynn Er: Why used to be??
29/12/12 8:50:31 AM: Kelvin Ling: Long story dear.......😔
29/12/12 8:50:58 AM: Kelvin Ling: One thing for sure.... I'm not a good guy
29/12/12 8:52:30 AM: Eilynn Er: Huh?? Used to be player still got long story???? It's either you got dumped by your super loved gf, or you got yourself incurable disease, like AIDS
29/12/12 8:52:35 AM: Eilynn Er: 😱😱😱😱
29/12/12 8:54:27 AM: Kelvin Ling: I had bad experience in love..... Before.
29/12/12 8:54:48 AM: Kelvin Ling: It took me one solid year to get over it!
29/12/12 8:55:41 AM: Kelvin Ling: Since then I become wild...!!! The wilderness in me is out of your imagination...😞
29/12/12 8:56:02 AM: Eilynn Er: I pitied those gals
29/12/12 8:57:55 AM: Kelvin Ling: U can tell from the way I chat with you dear..... Always mouth flower flower!!!
29/12/12 8:58:06 AM: Eilynn Er: You will be surprised I might be able to imagine how wild you can go... Like date multiple gals at one go... Or has a gf, yet still out there meeting new gals
29/12/12 8:58:27 AM: Eilynn Er: I know... I was playing along if you noticed
29/12/12 8:59:04 AM: Eilynn Er: That's why I said I don't want you to be fooled by the sense of the bonding...
29/12/12 8:59:23 AM: Kelvin Ling: Maybe it was bcos you're a m'sian too......so I hold back
29/12/12 9:00:29 AM: Eilynn Er: Shit... If I am a Singaporean... I will be gone??
29/12/12 9:01:10 AM: Kelvin Ling: Not really... But I will try my luck n play hard to get you!
29/12/12 9:01:53 AM: Eilynn Er: Which mean I might also ended up like one of those gals
29/12/12 9:04:00 AM: Eilynn Er: Well, my ex was a player... We weren't together very long, I was looking for different things in a relationship.. So I broke up with him
29/12/12 9:27:54 AM: Kelvin Ling: U definitely deserve a better one dear!!! U do!
29/12/12 9:50:40 AM: Eilynn Er: Thanks. Lets let the past remain in the past
29/12/12 9:53:45 AM: Eilynn Er: You used the term used to be player... So what makes you decide to stop being a player??
29/12/12 10:35:14 AM: Kelvin Ling: To be more precise... I never stop all this while dear... Just being tired of it. Don't know when will it getting started again.
29/12/12 11:08:31 AM: Eilynn Er: Thanks for being so honest with me. So I have a choice now. Either I bite the bullet & risk one day u just decide to go back being a player or stop it before we even got it started.
29/12/12 11:15:45 AM: Eilynn Er: I will share with you what I am looking for right now. I looking for someone that I can settle down, build our lives together, so that I can focus on my career
29/12/12 11:20:44 AM: Kelvin Ling: Dear.... Do u think a player like me worth u to have a bullet in your mouth?? Honestly I'll just lead my life as it use to be,till the day 'he' send in an angel into my life... An angel which will turn me around n start a new leaf.. A new chapter of my life!
29/12/12 11:21:02 AM: Kelvin Ling: If only I'm fated to have one😝
29/12/12 11:22:44 AM: Eilynn Er: What I can say is that if you just continue as it is, when if 'he' send you an angel, you will either missed it. Or the angel won't stay
29/12/12 11:23:02 AM: Eilynn Er: It's all a matter of choice
29/12/12 11:25:02 AM: Eilynn Er: I don't believe that I can force someone to change. Even while I was with my ex, he told me of those gals he met & still meeting... I did my best to tell him of things I know if he were to do it differently, then how different his life will be...
29/12/12 11:25:59 AM: Eilynn Er: If he choose to continue his way, then I need to make a choice to stay & suffer the frustration & anger & demoralization, or to move on & find someone new
29/12/12 11:26:47 AM: Eilynn Er: For a change to be permanent, it gotta come from within... You gotta make a choice... & you need to believe in something to make the decision
29/12/12 11:29:08 AM: Eilynn Er: & I believe in karma
29/12/12 11:30:17 AM: Eilynn Er: So even if 'he' finally send u an angel.. The angel might broke your heart & you will revert to bring a player again
29/12/12 11:30:19 AM: Kelvin Ling: I'm used to believe in love once..... And it hurt..! It really hurt.... And now... Love???? Mmmmm😏😏
29/12/12 11:31:05 AM: Eilynn Er: The first time I broke up with my ex... It hurt so much that I told my friend that I was afraid I might not have the courage to experience love again
29/12/12 11:31:50 AM: Eilynn Er: It's also because of the hurt, I grow, I became stronger
29/12/12 11:32:21 AM: Kelvin Ling: Angel won't hurt ppl dear.... No matter how... It just won't hurt anyone or anything cos its angel...!😝
29/12/12 11:32:50 AM: Kelvin Ling: I'm getting stronger too!!! I never been hurt since then✌✌✌
29/12/12 11:33:13 AM: Eilynn Er: I used to be a smoker... Quit once because I don't like waking up tasting cigarette in my mouth... Then went back smoking again... Now I can say I am clean... Hvnt touch a stick & not even a craving
29/12/12 11:33:47 AM: Eilynn Er: Angel won't hurt, but angel might decide not even to start or stay
29/12/12 11:34:29 AM: Kelvin Ling: That was a remarkable turnover dear....!!! Congrats that u was able to kick off the bad habit!👏👏👏
29/12/12 11:34:49 AM: Eilynn Er: You have never been hurt since then cos you were hurting other gals
29/12/12 11:35:18 AM: Eilynn Er: It's a matter of choice... I just decide & just kick the habit
29/12/12 11:35:37 AM: Kelvin Ling: I can't deny that dear.... Have to own up!! Yes I do.
29/12/12 11:37:46 AM: Eilynn Er: The question now will be how will you decide that 'he' sent u an angel
29/12/12 11:38:10 AM: Eilynn Er: How would you know that an angel hasn't appear in your life
29/12/12 11:39:41 AM: Eilynn Er: 'He' could have sent you one... Just because you are still a player, you might have missed it.. Thinking its any other gal without realizing you were hurting an angel
29/12/12 11:40:19 AM: Eilynn Er: Cos no matter what, one day the angel may just get tired, & leave
29/12/12 12:56:45 PM: Kelvin Ling: A real angel will never get tired or leave the one she was assign to take care of n love him will all she had. Worst come worst.. She will sacrificed herself to protect or to turn over the beast into a new leaf n prove that ... There is or there's still someone care to care about u even the world had turn a back on you....!!! Now this is what we called it an Angel....!!😝
29/12/12 2:27:02 PM: Eilynn Er: Wah... I seriously admire the conviction you had for this 'angel'. & I will admire the strength of this 'angel'. Cos I gotta say its really not going to be easy.
29/12/12 2:28:00 PM: Eilynn Er: If you are tired of being the 'player', then I believe the angel will be there to support you, to be there for you, to help you overcome it
29/12/12 2:32:12 PM: Eilynn Er: All I ask for, put yourself in the 'angel' shoe. You see good in the other person, you believe that once he/she got the priority right, things will be different. So you stuck yourself with this person, be there for them, support them through. Yet, time and again the person take you for granted, cheated on you, hurt you, treat you like second class citizen... How long will you stick to the relationship? Will you stuck yourself with the toxic relationship & keep getting hurt? Or will you move on & spend the time looking for another one that worth working your life with together
29/12/12 2:35:59 PM: Eilynn Er: I was there. I wanted to be the 'angel' for my ex. He will always come back to me when he is at the lowest... Yet, time & again I was hurt. I gotta think of my future. I can't go on & one day we settled down, we had a family & suddenly a woman barged in & said she is pregnant with his child, & she wants a part of his life
29/12/12 2:39:58 PM: Eilynn Er: It's amazing for the kind of conversation we are having over here. & we have not even met...
29/12/12 2:42:18 PM: Kelvin Ling: That's bcos we both have mutual trust n like to share the up n down in life....😁
29/12/12 3:07:11 PM: Eilynn Er: If you are tired of being the 'player', all I am asking for is to give love a chance, give yourself a chance. The ex gf who broke your heart real bad, it's her loss that she let you go. She might be at a worst place after she left you. Instead of waiting for 'him' to send you an angel, why not make the gal you wanna spend your life with the angel sent by him. Cos you never know who are the angels in your life.
29/12/12 3:18:51 PM: Kelvin Ling: It takes time for a beast like me to get back in life....
29/12/12 3:19:57 PM: Eilynn Er: It's not going to be easy. There would be temptation. Always. It all boils down to a matter of choice
29/12/12 3:21:20 PM: Kelvin Ling: I doubt myself .... Honestly😝😝😝
29/12/12 3:21:45 PM: Eilynn Er: & a beast is not a term for you. Cos once you have the awareness, you are no longer a beast
29/12/12 3:22:55 PM: Eilynn Er: Nobody is perfect in this world. Everyone of us was born believing that love of the ultimate goal in life
29/12/12 3:23:57 PM: Eilynn Er: If you don't believe in yourself, if you don't love yourself. Even if 'he' put an angel in front of you now, the angel won't be able to help much
29/12/12 3:24:51 PM: Kelvin Ling: You got a point there babe!!
29/12/12 3:26:30 PM: Eilynn Er: I was taught that no one will be able to help you if you don't help yourself first. Once you decided that you want to help yourself, then others will be able to speed up the process
29/12/12 3:29:57 PM: Kelvin Ling: I used to talk the girl round but when I'm with you, it seen like the other way round!!??😱😱😱
29/12/12 3:31:27 PM: Eilynn Er: Lol...
29/12/12 3:33:16 PM: Eilynn Er: <media omitted>
29/12/12 3:33:32 PM: Eilynn Er: <media omitted>
29/12/12 3:33:48 PM: Eilynn Er: Nothing happen by chance. Everything happened for a reason
29/12/12 3:34:37 PM: Kelvin Ling: 👏👏👏👏👍👍👍👍 awesome!!!
29/12/12 3:36:55 PM: Eilynn Er: You won't know what plan 'he' has for you. All those things that 'he' put you through, maybe is so that you will learn to appreciate your angel when you made her your angel... Cos you have played enough
29/12/12 3:45:02 PM: Kelvin Ling: U make it sound so comfortable for me..... You're amazing babe!
29/12/12 3:45:31 PM: Eilynn Er: Thanks... 😊
29/12/12 3:48:05 PM: Eilynn Er: Actually you don't need to put up with me with all my so called 'theories' & have such boring conversation the whole morning & half of afternoon
29/12/12 4:07:34 PM: Eilynn Er: Nobody can changed you. Only you yourself can make the change. Why do I say so. Cos ask yourself, when that ex of hours broke your heart, did she ask you to become a player after she broke up with you? I don't think she did. I believe you are the one who choose to go this path. When you said you are tired, I believe that you do want to get out of the old lifestyle. The angel won't be able to change you if you are not willing to change, but the angel can be there to give you all the support you need if you decided to give yourself & the angel a chance
29/12/12 4:50:49 PM: Kelvin Ling: Babe.... U do sound like an angel.......😍
29/12/12 4:52:24 PM: Eilynn Er: Actually, I seriously have no clue where we are heading. Especially after this conversation.
29/12/12 4:55:04 PM: Kelvin Ling: Lolzzz....
29/12/12 4:56:47 PM: Eilynn Er: It's true...
29/12/12 4:57:43 PM: Kelvin Ling: So where u want us to head??? 😜
29/12/12 4:58:06 PM: Eilynn Er: So you are throwing the ball back to my court
29/12/12 4:58:58 PM: Kelvin Ling: Cos the ball is yours....!!😝
29/12/12 4:59:32 PM: Kelvin Ling: I can't own it without you permisi.....😝😝😝
29/12/12 5:00:54 PM: Eilynn Er: Unknown number you don't pick up ah??
29/12/12 5:01:11 PM: Eilynn Er: I am calling you from office
29/12/12 5:05:13 PM: Eilynn Er: Lets meet... Tomorrow fine with u??
29/12/12 5:08:50 PM: Kelvin Ling: Lolzzz.... Yalor, I won't entertain unknown number. So sorry dear,,, I didn't know it was you. Tomoro?? I try to make myself available k😘😘.
29/12/12 5:19:46 PM: Eilynn Er: You said till like you need to go entertain other gals...
29/12/12 5:51:48 PM: Eilynn Er: Why don't I put it this way. I tell you what I am looking for in a relationship right now. I am looking for someone I can settle down with, build our lives together. You decide whether you want to give us a chance to see whether things can work out between us. Then you let me know whether you still want to meet me
29/12/12 6:05:00 PM: Kelvin Ling: Pleasure to meet you dear.... My honor to get thing started with you....
29/12/12 8:25:30 AM: Eilynn Er: Morning...
29/12/12 8:25:59 AM: Eilynn Er: I was widely awake till 3+ 4 am... 😰
29/12/12 8:28:10 AM: Eilynn Er: & last night was the second consecutive night that it happened😱😱😱
29/12/12 8:29:32 AM: Eilynn Er: Felt so tired at 10pm, went to bed... Was briefly asleep, think for an hour, then without me realizing.. Eyes wide opened till 3+ 4 am.... Sigh... 😰😰
29/12/12 8:34:28 AM: Kelvin Ling: That is bcos I'm not beside you.... Okok.. I sacrifice myself tonight to go over n sleep with you... Make sure that you sleep soundly Comfortably😝😝😝.....
29/12/12 8:35:50 AM: Kelvin Ling: Better consult a doc dear before thing getting worst n out of control..... Long term sleepless night can lead to a major consequences dear.
29/12/12 8:38:08 AM: Eilynn Er: Wah Lau.... Hvnt seen you... The first time meet you gotta let you sleep with me... Then 很委屈你哦... Sacrifice yourself 😵
29/12/12 8:39:16 AM: Eilynn Er: I know the effect of sleep deprived.. I had not had these happening to me for a very long time... & I don't like not able to sleep... 😰
29/12/12 8:39:20 AM: Kelvin Ling: Lolzz... So sorry dear,, I don't understand Chinese character leh😝😝.... Paiseh
29/12/12 8:39:46 AM: Eilynn Er: You from SMK??
29/12/12 8:40:52 AM: Kelvin Ling: Okok.... I drop by over tonite....!! Just in case you're having another sleepless at least you have someone go chat to😂😂😂
29/12/12 8:41:02 AM: Kelvin Ling: Yup... I'm from SMK
29/12/12 8:44:22 AM: Eilynn Er: I should be the one felt sacrifice, that I am letting you coming over to sleep with me than the other way round😓
29/12/12 8:46:28 AM: Eilynn Er: Even though I will appreciate the thought of you wanted to be around so that I can have someone to talk to... I am just not those kind of gal who sleep around...
29/12/12 8:47:34 AM: Kelvin Ling: Me too!!!!!😝😝
29/12/12 8:48:50 AM: Kelvin Ling: Lolzz..... To be honest dear... I'm not that decent as you thought.... I'm a bad guy actually..
29/12/12 8:49:14 AM: Eilynn Er: You are a player
29/12/12 8:49:32 AM: Kelvin Ling: Honestly.... Used to be!
29/12/12 8:49:49 AM: Kelvin Ling: I don't want to keep mum from you!
29/12/12 8:49:56 AM: Eilynn Er: Only player will be able to execute those things you do smoothly
29/12/12 8:50:12 AM: Eilynn Er: Why used to be??
29/12/12 8:50:31 AM: Kelvin Ling: Long story dear.......😔
29/12/12 8:50:58 AM: Kelvin Ling: One thing for sure.... I'm not a good guy
29/12/12 8:52:30 AM: Eilynn Er: Huh?? Used to be player still got long story???? It's either you got dumped by your super loved gf, or you got yourself incurable disease, like AIDS
29/12/12 8:52:35 AM: Eilynn Er: 😱😱😱😱
29/12/12 8:54:27 AM: Kelvin Ling: I had bad experience in love..... Before.
29/12/12 8:54:48 AM: Kelvin Ling: It took me one solid year to get over it!
29/12/12 8:55:41 AM: Kelvin Ling: Since then I become wild...!!! The wilderness in me is out of your imagination...😞
29/12/12 8:56:02 AM: Eilynn Er: I pitied those gals
29/12/12 8:57:55 AM: Kelvin Ling: U can tell from the way I chat with you dear..... Always mouth flower flower!!!
29/12/12 8:58:06 AM: Eilynn Er: You will be surprised I might be able to imagine how wild you can go... Like date multiple gals at one go... Or has a gf, yet still out there meeting new gals
29/12/12 8:58:27 AM: Eilynn Er: I know... I was playing along if you noticed
29/12/12 8:59:04 AM: Eilynn Er: That's why I said I don't want you to be fooled by the sense of the bonding...
29/12/12 8:59:23 AM: Kelvin Ling: Maybe it was bcos you're a m'sian too......so I hold back
29/12/12 9:00:29 AM: Eilynn Er: Shit... If I am a Singaporean... I will be gone??
29/12/12 9:01:10 AM: Kelvin Ling: Not really... But I will try my luck n play hard to get you!
29/12/12 9:01:53 AM: Eilynn Er: Which mean I might also ended up like one of those gals
29/12/12 9:04:00 AM: Eilynn Er: Well, my ex was a player... We weren't together very long, I was looking for different things in a relationship.. So I broke up with him
29/12/12 9:27:54 AM: Kelvin Ling: U definitely deserve a better one dear!!! U do!
29/12/12 9:50:40 AM: Eilynn Er: Thanks. Lets let the past remain in the past
29/12/12 9:53:45 AM: Eilynn Er: You used the term used to be player... So what makes you decide to stop being a player??
29/12/12 10:35:14 AM: Kelvin Ling: To be more precise... I never stop all this while dear... Just being tired of it. Don't know when will it getting started again.
29/12/12 11:08:31 AM: Eilynn Er: Thanks for being so honest with me. So I have a choice now. Either I bite the bullet & risk one day u just decide to go back being a player or stop it before we even got it started.
29/12/12 11:15:45 AM: Eilynn Er: I will share with you what I am looking for right now. I looking for someone that I can settle down, build our lives together, so that I can focus on my career
29/12/12 11:20:44 AM: Kelvin Ling: Dear.... Do u think a player like me worth u to have a bullet in your mouth?? Honestly I'll just lead my life as it use to be,till the day 'he' send in an angel into my life... An angel which will turn me around n start a new leaf.. A new chapter of my life!
29/12/12 11:21:02 AM: Kelvin Ling: If only I'm fated to have one😝
29/12/12 11:22:44 AM: Eilynn Er: What I can say is that if you just continue as it is, when if 'he' send you an angel, you will either missed it. Or the angel won't stay
29/12/12 11:23:02 AM: Eilynn Er: It's all a matter of choice
29/12/12 11:25:02 AM: Eilynn Er: I don't believe that I can force someone to change. Even while I was with my ex, he told me of those gals he met & still meeting... I did my best to tell him of things I know if he were to do it differently, then how different his life will be...
29/12/12 11:25:59 AM: Eilynn Er: If he choose to continue his way, then I need to make a choice to stay & suffer the frustration & anger & demoralization, or to move on & find someone new
29/12/12 11:26:47 AM: Eilynn Er: For a change to be permanent, it gotta come from within... You gotta make a choice... & you need to believe in something to make the decision
29/12/12 11:29:08 AM: Eilynn Er: & I believe in karma
29/12/12 11:30:17 AM: Eilynn Er: So even if 'he' finally send u an angel.. The angel might broke your heart & you will revert to bring a player again
29/12/12 11:30:19 AM: Kelvin Ling: I'm used to believe in love once..... And it hurt..! It really hurt.... And now... Love???? Mmmmm😏😏
29/12/12 11:31:05 AM: Eilynn Er: The first time I broke up with my ex... It hurt so much that I told my friend that I was afraid I might not have the courage to experience love again
29/12/12 11:31:50 AM: Eilynn Er: It's also because of the hurt, I grow, I became stronger
29/12/12 11:32:21 AM: Kelvin Ling: Angel won't hurt ppl dear.... No matter how... It just won't hurt anyone or anything cos its angel...!😝
29/12/12 11:32:50 AM: Kelvin Ling: I'm getting stronger too!!! I never been hurt since then✌✌✌
29/12/12 11:33:13 AM: Eilynn Er: I used to be a smoker... Quit once because I don't like waking up tasting cigarette in my mouth... Then went back smoking again... Now I can say I am clean... Hvnt touch a stick & not even a craving
29/12/12 11:33:47 AM: Eilynn Er: Angel won't hurt, but angel might decide not even to start or stay
29/12/12 11:34:29 AM: Kelvin Ling: That was a remarkable turnover dear....!!! Congrats that u was able to kick off the bad habit!👏👏👏
29/12/12 11:34:49 AM: Eilynn Er: You have never been hurt since then cos you were hurting other gals
29/12/12 11:35:18 AM: Eilynn Er: It's a matter of choice... I just decide & just kick the habit
29/12/12 11:35:37 AM: Kelvin Ling: I can't deny that dear.... Have to own up!! Yes I do.
29/12/12 11:37:46 AM: Eilynn Er: The question now will be how will you decide that 'he' sent u an angel
29/12/12 11:38:10 AM: Eilynn Er: How would you know that an angel hasn't appear in your life
29/12/12 11:39:41 AM: Eilynn Er: 'He' could have sent you one... Just because you are still a player, you might have missed it.. Thinking its any other gal without realizing you were hurting an angel
29/12/12 11:40:19 AM: Eilynn Er: Cos no matter what, one day the angel may just get tired, & leave
29/12/12 12:56:45 PM: Kelvin Ling: A real angel will never get tired or leave the one she was assign to take care of n love him will all she had. Worst come worst.. She will sacrificed herself to protect or to turn over the beast into a new leaf n prove that ... There is or there's still someone care to care about u even the world had turn a back on you....!!! Now this is what we called it an Angel....!!😝
29/12/12 2:27:02 PM: Eilynn Er: Wah... I seriously admire the conviction you had for this 'angel'. & I will admire the strength of this 'angel'. Cos I gotta say its really not going to be easy.
29/12/12 2:28:00 PM: Eilynn Er: If you are tired of being the 'player', then I believe the angel will be there to support you, to be there for you, to help you overcome it
29/12/12 2:32:12 PM: Eilynn Er: All I ask for, put yourself in the 'angel' shoe. You see good in the other person, you believe that once he/she got the priority right, things will be different. So you stuck yourself with this person, be there for them, support them through. Yet, time and again the person take you for granted, cheated on you, hurt you, treat you like second class citizen... How long will you stick to the relationship? Will you stuck yourself with the toxic relationship & keep getting hurt? Or will you move on & spend the time looking for another one that worth working your life with together
29/12/12 2:35:59 PM: Eilynn Er: I was there. I wanted to be the 'angel' for my ex. He will always come back to me when he is at the lowest... Yet, time & again I was hurt. I gotta think of my future. I can't go on & one day we settled down, we had a family & suddenly a woman barged in & said she is pregnant with his child, & she wants a part of his life
29/12/12 2:39:58 PM: Eilynn Er: It's amazing for the kind of conversation we are having over here. & we have not even met...
29/12/12 2:42:18 PM: Kelvin Ling: That's bcos we both have mutual trust n like to share the up n down in life....😁
29/12/12 3:07:11 PM: Eilynn Er: If you are tired of being the 'player', all I am asking for is to give love a chance, give yourself a chance. The ex gf who broke your heart real bad, it's her loss that she let you go. She might be at a worst place after she left you. Instead of waiting for 'him' to send you an angel, why not make the gal you wanna spend your life with the angel sent by him. Cos you never know who are the angels in your life.
29/12/12 3:18:51 PM: Kelvin Ling: It takes time for a beast like me to get back in life....
29/12/12 3:19:57 PM: Eilynn Er: It's not going to be easy. There would be temptation. Always. It all boils down to a matter of choice
29/12/12 3:21:20 PM: Kelvin Ling: I doubt myself .... Honestly😝😝😝
29/12/12 3:21:45 PM: Eilynn Er: & a beast is not a term for you. Cos once you have the awareness, you are no longer a beast
29/12/12 3:22:55 PM: Eilynn Er: Nobody is perfect in this world. Everyone of us was born believing that love of the ultimate goal in life
29/12/12 3:23:57 PM: Eilynn Er: If you don't believe in yourself, if you don't love yourself. Even if 'he' put an angel in front of you now, the angel won't be able to help much
29/12/12 3:24:51 PM: Kelvin Ling: You got a point there babe!!
29/12/12 3:26:30 PM: Eilynn Er: I was taught that no one will be able to help you if you don't help yourself first. Once you decided that you want to help yourself, then others will be able to speed up the process
29/12/12 3:29:57 PM: Kelvin Ling: I used to talk the girl round but when I'm with you, it seen like the other way round!!??😱😱😱
29/12/12 3:31:27 PM: Eilynn Er: Lol...
29/12/12 3:33:16 PM: Eilynn Er: <media omitted>
29/12/12 3:33:32 PM: Eilynn Er: <media omitted>
29/12/12 3:33:48 PM: Eilynn Er: Nothing happen by chance. Everything happened for a reason
29/12/12 3:34:37 PM: Kelvin Ling: 👏👏👏👏👍👍👍👍 awesome!!!
29/12/12 3:36:55 PM: Eilynn Er: You won't know what plan 'he' has for you. All those things that 'he' put you through, maybe is so that you will learn to appreciate your angel when you made her your angel... Cos you have played enough
29/12/12 3:45:02 PM: Kelvin Ling: U make it sound so comfortable for me..... You're amazing babe!
29/12/12 3:45:31 PM: Eilynn Er: Thanks... 😊
29/12/12 3:48:05 PM: Eilynn Er: Actually you don't need to put up with me with all my so called 'theories' & have such boring conversation the whole morning & half of afternoon
29/12/12 4:07:34 PM: Eilynn Er: Nobody can changed you. Only you yourself can make the change. Why do I say so. Cos ask yourself, when that ex of hours broke your heart, did she ask you to become a player after she broke up with you? I don't think she did. I believe you are the one who choose to go this path. When you said you are tired, I believe that you do want to get out of the old lifestyle. The angel won't be able to change you if you are not willing to change, but the angel can be there to give you all the support you need if you decided to give yourself & the angel a chance
29/12/12 4:50:49 PM: Kelvin Ling: Babe.... U do sound like an angel.......😍
29/12/12 4:52:24 PM: Eilynn Er: Actually, I seriously have no clue where we are heading. Especially after this conversation.
29/12/12 4:55:04 PM: Kelvin Ling: Lolzzz....
29/12/12 4:56:47 PM: Eilynn Er: It's true...
29/12/12 4:57:43 PM: Kelvin Ling: So where u want us to head??? 😜
29/12/12 4:58:06 PM: Eilynn Er: So you are throwing the ball back to my court
29/12/12 4:58:58 PM: Kelvin Ling: Cos the ball is yours....!!😝
29/12/12 4:59:32 PM: Kelvin Ling: I can't own it without you permisi.....😝😝😝
29/12/12 5:00:54 PM: Eilynn Er: Unknown number you don't pick up ah??
29/12/12 5:01:11 PM: Eilynn Er: I am calling you from office
29/12/12 5:05:13 PM: Eilynn Er: Lets meet... Tomorrow fine with u??
29/12/12 5:08:50 PM: Kelvin Ling: Lolzzz.... Yalor, I won't entertain unknown number. So sorry dear,,, I didn't know it was you. Tomoro?? I try to make myself available k😘😘.
29/12/12 5:19:46 PM: Eilynn Er: You said till like you need to go entertain other gals...
29/12/12 5:51:48 PM: Eilynn Er: Why don't I put it this way. I tell you what I am looking for in a relationship right now. I am looking for someone I can settle down with, build our lives together. You decide whether you want to give us a chance to see whether things can work out between us. Then you let me know whether you still want to meet me
29/12/12 6:05:00 PM: Kelvin Ling: Pleasure to meet you dear.... My honor to get thing started with you....
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